We have been there. The secret is to learn what you want at your own pace. You can choose only a verb, 10, 15, 39, 234 or 1000 . It is up to you! You can choose future tense or all the tenses.
We now how hard it is. Don't loose thousand of hours trying finding the information. Spend this time more usefully by practicing. The information is here In your own language.
Always focus on verbs and tenses. Start simple and increase your pace. Vocabulary will come later more easily.